Abused ****

I am pretty sure I have a big ****, since every man I've been with has admired it and declared it beautiful and huge. I love having a big **** -- during sex I love feeling it being stimulated as I grind into the face and pubic bone of the man or woman I'm screwing. I love feeling my lover playing with it, making me gasp and scream, begging for him to let up as my ****** peaks and crashes down hard on me. keep playing with it and my **** gets bigger and harder and i become more sore, flinching and screaming. i sometimes pass out at the intensity and persistence.

I abuse my **** constantly.  I need to *** daily, as many times as I can manage.  I love ************, and don't think of that as a poor substitute for sex.  ************ is perfect sometimes -- I know what I'm feeling and what I need. It can be efficient and intense to abuse my ****.  And my vulva and labia, too, of course.

I love sucking and playing on a big ****, too. The plumpness and fatness of that swollen bud is irresistible, and I do feel kind of let down when her **** doesn't grow, or doesn't bud up. A big **** is a little ****, and I fantasize that my **** grows into a ****, and how it would feel entering a *****. The thought makes me *** as I lick her ****, and mine gets big and bloated and sensitive.
auroramaru auroramaru
46-50, F
106 Responses Oct 10, 2010


I will send you a message on this subject.

whynottonight, looks and equipment do count for something ;)


jjongen, there are lots of reasons to love (or not love) women -- imagine how you got so focused! ;)

Nubbintodeclare, thank you. I wrote this a while ago, and happily, things haven't changed in this regard!

kingbreezy, indeed, i do feel blessed! someone pointed out that it's like the prize at the bottom of the box of snacks or cereal lol.

wow this head line captivated me. i love sucking nibbling, flicking,chewing, a big **** you are truely blessed.

bound2likeit, that's not what i meant. cybering as a sex act is acceptable and often better than the reality. real life gets in the way of many things. i meant that cyber without getting to know the other person -- via chat, mail, etc. -- is not worth it. not all relationships are into anal sex, and some are not into cyber. on the other hand, i've had weekends that are just anal, or just cyber, and with the right partner, it's not only gratifying but hotter than hot!

I agree completely.

thank you, old boxy ... being considerate is sometimes part of the thrill, too. ;)

bound2likeit, that's true for any preference. this is why i don't cyber -- most of the time, i don't know the person well enough to make it meaningful or even fun. the fact that people ask without knowing anything about the other person makes me wonder why they just don't read already written ****. :)

bound2likeit, many men seem to enjoy the tease. it just depends on the man, and often on the situation. as for women, i find many get irritated lol.

bound2likeit, it's interesting that many men think that women like being taken to "the verge" and then not ******. a **** ba<x>sed ****** is like that, the other types generally are not. you did point out that you'd be playing with my ****, so maybe you do get it. i was *********** hard by the bf this morning before *******, just because he felt like ******* a very sloppy-wet *****. it doesn't have to be an end in itself, but just enhancement to the end!

razorgrrl, you're right ... being a sexual being keeps us young -- at least mentally! and wanted to be sexually pleasing means we look after ourselves better, i hope. so all in all, more youthful!

I love having sex everyday or ************ too. Having lot of sex keeps you young and it's helped me that way. -_^

jknomnom, men are pleasantly predictable, which is why i'm happy to try and enlarge the buds -- it makes men happy, too!

niplover, from our moniker, are you after the bloated nipples or the fat ****??

niplover have you ever had a woman who wants it too gentle, and you get bored? i never understood that, but i've had some women like that, for sure.

ladyblue, and yet, is it worth it? ;)

I think it may be. Lets face it, there are some easy ways to take care of all of those negatives, while still getting the benefits.

the very definition of creativity, lady blue!

A big **** is usually indicative of a woman with lots of testosterone which is why they are also usually hornier, and more like men sexually, than women with average or small clits. There can be negatives too like more facial and body hair, more body odor, receding hairlines or female baldness and other things that are more common in men than women.

rwarman, hope the resulting ****** was good, too!

yes bb ****** hot took my fat hard **** out n stroked as i read this

desire4women, you can ********** to that one now! ;)

nalatrebor, wonder if someone is coordinating tickets and lines for that? heehee!

crazywaterspring, i admire body sculptures and piercing ... but i'm too afraid of the changes. good or bad, any change might change the relationship, so i'm settling on admiring and voyeurism. ;) good luck with the piercings!

jimbosis, thank you -- the act of exploration and experimenting are fun in themselves, don't you think?

nelson, i have heard that anyone can squirt, but like the elusive female ******, research indicates it has to do with a woman's mental state more than anything else. so the environment has to be right, she haas to not worry what the man will think of her, etc. why does anyone want to **** a woman? lol ... i assume it's because the rewards are great. ;)

I would love to suck that ****... it's rare to find one, but when you do... it's amazing the way it feels to suck on one and the way she gets when you do it right. <br />
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Could I please???

cjjc, it's pretty sore ... the husband wanted to experiment with making me squirt, so he enjoyed a lot of fingerbanging and ************ me.

Was he successful? I had one who squirted, not every time, but enough. It was fantastic! I wish him luck!

he's been doing lot so f research about squirting and seems to be experimenting a lot. not consistent, yet .... but it's fun, and that's the point, right?

A big **** is super sexy. More to lick and love. Let me sooth your abused clitty :)

Muscm4tgirl, that's how I feel about sucking ****... I never enjoyed having my **** eaten till fairly recently. But as a courtesy, I keep my ***** shaved, of course ... Just in case!

corderro, thank you very much. :) i used to fantasize about ******* my husband in the ***, but i am not terribly into strapons. but fantasies are often better than realities, so i keep on fantasizing. thanks for reading my stories, and enjoying them. thanks, too, for the kind comment!

You're welcome. Your stories are brill :-)

glad you're enjoying them, and thank you for all the comments!

I love your writings Auroramaru....Please keep posting :-)<br />
I often wonder what it would be like to change places with my wife as we make love...

lovebigbrapillows, i'm guessing humans are made to be impressed with swollen things! hope you put your swollen thing to good use?

boobiliciousfan, how do you feel about shemale videos, then? ;) i do love dry humping a man or a woman when i'm in jeans -- the thickest part of the seam where the four pieces of fabric meet is positioned just right to abuse my bloated ****!

Sorry, I'm slightly intrigued by that. Why do you prefer the dry humping over a real ******* with your large **** ? I'ld rather love to see how you really **** a womans ***** with your large **** exposed out of your hood and her getting to feel your large **** inside her wet ***** thus getting her ****** of you ******* her.

oh no, i'd much rather **** than dryhump ... but sometimes dryhumping is erotically necessary.

Ok, I understand

I have chatted with bi girls that experienced big clits too. Even I always fantasized about having that big **** entering the other womans *****, they never thought on that. I would LOVE so much to see you **** another womans ***** with your hard big ****, that is so ******* exciting me.

johnxsmith, clits are a wonderful organ, and i'm very grateful for mine. :)

would love to be friends and read more about you and your eager ****

boldpaul, some people have hangups, but i remember reading Xaviera Hollander's "The Happy Hooker," and she described a woman with a 4-inch **** -- and I was so jealous!

who cares if a big **** is a small ****, its all great

i so love to chew on a big ****

wasananny, stop feeling inferior, or you'll make ME feel inferior! ;)

shadyrest, you're being flattering! thank you -- hope you put that bigger **** to good abuse!

hommax, no ... it's the same as for men's **** size and sex drive. that means, no relationship at all, other than the body parts getting in the way of one thing or another!

does the clitoris size proportional to a woman's sex drive ?

consa, i like to believe that i connect to men long before the **** gets involved. :) it's just another accessory, or so i like to think!

derapas, i assume you worshipped at this flowery altar. my **** is fat and long, but not like petals or stamens. i never liked the way my **** looks, but none of the men i've ****** have had any trouble with its looks, or my perception. i am not sure i understand about the cats! is the blog still up?

When its all about pleasure when has more ever been less? Aurora there used to be group on Yahoo you would have enjoyed call mybeautifulvulva. It was a passionate multi-year blog about a family of women very very unique gifted with a amazing flowers with full long clits. I have never since seen cats like theirs. First their labia majora fully covered their power flower but inside were the longest fullest clits leading to very small but beautiful lips...and yes there lives were very much controlled by there cats and as you might imagine they controlled the lives of those around them in a thick seductive fog.

jonathanjoan, electrifies is right, and it's kind of a favor to the guy -- if they have any interest at all, they know where to push the button. ;)

Well said, gal;) Isn't it wonderful how that tiny protrusion is capable of electrifying an entire **** session?

jonathanjoan, it's not so much the **** as the rest of the body being controlled by a tiny piece of flesh. ;) a secret piece of flesh, for many people!

Only recently learnt to finger my **** while hubby watches! He insisted, and now I know WHY it's such a turn on for men and women:)

kenyangal, that's a beautiful image. have you ground up against a small-**** man, as well as a large-**** woman? i once ****** a small-**** fat man, and it was easy to imagine him as a hairy woman.

this has really turned me on. i'm the proud owner of a fat **** that keeps me extremely horny. its so thick it pushes my **** lips slightly apart. i ********** alot and love to grind it n rub it...especially against an equally large one.

terry, i think this shows that everything is ba<x>sed on how you feel about it. i think seeing a small **** as a big **** is very sexy and maybe even empowering! it doesn't even have to be feminizing, as a woman with a big **** might be pretty tough, too. ;)

terry, i was with a man who desperately wanted to **** a tv -- a man who looked like a woman, but with a **** and balls. it's a hot idea, but we never did one together, for my personal issues. and i've ****** men with small ***** and treated them like big clits. they enjoyed having a big anything! ;)

charliebravo, don't you love how clits get hard-ons, too?

i have a **** which is almost 2.5 inch,anyone wanna have it?

Oh yes pppriyankap, I'ld LOVE very much to expereince your enormous ****. What about you pushing it in my mouth as you are sitting on my face ?

terry, do you remember "the happy hooker"? the author wrote of a woman with a 4" long **** -- longer than some men's! she reported that the possessor of this **** was indignant when asked if she ever ****** a hole with it. ;) perhaps you could play that woman?

dave, you're very nice to say so -- and yes, i agree. imagination is likely more beautiful than any reality. ;)

It would be an honor to be your friend :)<br />
Pulling your pics was the smart way to lose the annoyences.<br />
I'm impressed without seeing them.

no pictures, dave. i used to have them, but grew tired of the constant harping for more pics. so i don't put them up anymore, sorry. still want to be friends?

I love how your discribe it and how it feels. I've seen pictures of a few women with quite large ones and it is facinating. It looks as though they were bodybuiders and I wonder if it grew as a result of taking male hormones. I would love to meet a woman someday that is large. I think it would be lots of fun to play. I'd like it if you's freind me so I can see your pictures. :)<br />
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ha ha! too late.... but next time

wmp, why not have someone give you a hand? ;)

Scuse me while I stroke my ****...

sendittome, gr8white is awesome -- bet you get a bulge thinking about being in that feeding frenzy? ;)

gr8white, clits/******* are like the rest of a woman -- some are great for looking at, some are great for playing with. i love both, but want to play!

wmp and sendittome .... your clits are showing, gasp!

Bigger clits can get more pleasure in so many different ways!

ronnlet, here's to all the women with big clits and the men who abuse those clits properly!

hohfarm, are you saying the you two would go in tandem, ba<x>sed on absorbency of facial hair?

Aurora, you should stop calling your vagina audrey 2. It's you who's audrey 2, she's Audrey 1, dominant to you and submissive to *****. So, basically, you're the slave of a slave.<br />
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Regarding beards, I've been told that my short covering of wiry facial hair rasps against the delicate tender skin of ***** and upper thighs like steel-wool. Kakdrukker's is longer and should be softer, useful to mop up any excess drool that seeps out of that pretty little slit.

kakdrukker, bet your beard feels fun rubbing up against a bald wet *****!

hohfarm, it's a pretty truism, my ***** owns and controls me ... LOL i like to think i know what it might be like to have a penis controlling my brain. but really, i love ****, so perhaps a penis or two does control my brain ...

You'll be getting your beard all wet, kakdrukker. ;)

I love licking, chewing and sucking a big hard slippery clitoris.

She'll be open-mouthed but there won't be much singing: more like gurgling. As an obedient submissive to your vagina you'll do the moaning and, perhaps screaming, on her behalf.

hohfarm, one hopes she will be open-throated in her singing, then!

When your **** and vagina go on stage, they won't dialogue with only one ****. They'll come with a chorus of dicks larger than that of the Metropolitan.

hohfarm, funny! though my **** and vagina are more drooling than articulate. their intent is pretty clear, usually. and is it always two in the "**** dialogs"?

Auroora, after the Vagina Monologues, there is surely room for the **** Soliloquies.

hohfarm, thank you so much for the compliment -- that's so nice to hear, and so nice of you to say. though i wonder what mainstream publication would run such a tale? imagine a magazine with a "featurette" in the corner, "**** as small penis? what a ****!" ;)

Aurora, the big **** is even more of an asset when it is associated with an insatiable vagina like yours.<br />
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PS - you have a way with words Aurora; this piece about clits is a little gem worthy of the best mainstream literature.

shavedtail, i see my **** as the means to many ends. ;) isn't it interesting that having one is an asset these days?

twistedanjill, i haven't get met anyone who minds that i have a big ****, thank goodness!

bybybuster, i think big clits feel better than they look! ;)

okay.............bad it is................but so good at it!

funnlingerer, sorry, my ****'s too fat for that ...

gr8white, you still have to issue tickets, to avoid being trampled and all that, no?

sillygooz, you should have promised to be very very BAD! ;)

oooooooooooooo................can I watch too.............maybe be even share a little............I promise to be "good".............

As I said auroramari..............my mother taught me to share...........