A Houseful Of Cats

our house is like an orphanage for cats . i really can't resist stray kittens. i just have to bring them home. especially those kittens who look the thinnest or weakest or most unfed. I just had to bring them home. I'm worried about them. How could they survive the cold nights? What if they don't find any food on those cruel roads and bushes. They all look like their mommies left them to die. Or maybe it's the control freak inside me that's responsible for this proclivity for collecting seemingly lost kittens! Maybe they still have a mama. Maybe if I didn't take them home, their mama would've found them and they wouldn't have DIED.
right now, we have three big cats and three cute kittens. There used to be five of them, but one died because of her bulging blind eyes (i guess), and the other one died because she didn't eat a bit since we took her in. poor kitties. Why do those big stray cats love to breed and then just leave their kittens to die? Hmmmpp! Now two of our big cats are pregnant. There are gonna be new kittens sooon. Thank God we're still able to feed all these cats when we're having a problem feeding ourselves too!
i love cats.