Just Not So Much This Year...

I'm trying..i mean i've put up my tree, i listen to christmas music, the lights are on outside the house...but there's so much sadness ...i constantly think and worry about my son...it's hardly celebration worthy. I shall do my best for my daughter, it's not her fault things are a mess..i just would like christmas to go away until next year.
prettyinpink prettyinpink
46-50, F
2 Responses Dec 13, 2012

You are a wonderful Mom and you try so hard.
It is difficult to put on a brave front when your heart is in pieces and you feel shattered.
Know that you have support. Lean and trust in the Lord and know when there's only one set of footprints in the sand he carries you dear friend. You both will get through this time, it will happen and he will get the help he needs and you will once again be able to put your head on the pillow at night and sleep in peace. It will happen. Hugs.

I think you're a great mom for doing the best for your daughter!
I know this is easier said than done, but worrying is a bad mental habit and habits can be changed. You can be concerned for your son and you have every right to be, but worrying will not help him in the least. It will not help period. I repeat, worrying will not help!
Remember this: Things will get better. Everything will be ok!