I Don't Like Sunny Days

I always feel more like myself on a cloudy day.  When the sunshines, I hate it.  I hate the brightness and the general "expected mood" of a sunny day.  Cloudy days make me happy, and I enjoy the sporadic sprinkling form the clouds above.

filthydieseltech filthydieseltech
22-25, F
6 Responses Mar 8, 2010

Same here. 16 year old boy (:

Everytime the sun is shining I feel much more down or depressed. I try to make myself like the sunny days because my husband tells me that when I say that I dont like sunny days it makes him not like me. Its nearly impossible to change the way you feel in your heart. I look at the weather forcast online everyday and celebrate when it says clouds for the next week! I have such a hard time leaving my apartment when its sunny. I have narrowed it down to a few reasons. I love clouds because I hate the suns blinding rays and i hate being too hot. I feel so calm and motivated on cloudy days, I feel happy and more confident. On sunny days I feel like all of my flaws are showing and I feel like people are staring at me. I also feel angry because I know that most people are cheery on sunny days and I feel guilty that I dont feel that way! I feel like Im forced to be happy when I never am, itès very frustrating. Im glad that Im not alone in this world, Its nice to find that others feel the same way. Feel free to write to me if you have anything to say!

Everytime the sun is shining I feel much more down or depressed. I try to make myself like the sunny days because my husband tells me that when I say that I dont like sunny days it makes him not like me. Its nearly impossible to change the way you feel in your heart. I look at the weather forcast online everyday and celebrate when it says clouds for the next week! I have such a hard time leaving my apartment when its sunny. I have narrowed it down to a few reasons. I love clouds because I hate the suns blinding rays and i hate being too hot. I feel so calm and motivated on cloudy days, I feel happy and more confident. On sunny days I feel like all of my flaws are showing and I feel like people are staring at me. I also feel angry because I know that most people are cheery on sunny days and I feel guilty that I dont feel that way! I feel like Im forced to be happy when I never am, itès very frustrating. Im glad that Im not alone in this world, Its nice to find that others feel the same way. Feel free to write to me if you have anything to say!

I know exactly what you mean. When the suns shining so bright it really just makes me kind of angry almost, I dont know if thats normal but whatever. Im much happier on a nice cloudy, overcast day, doesnt need to be raining, just full cloud cover. I love it. Id rather have that over sun any day.

yeah you'd think WA would have THE most....I don't know what's going on. Thanks for the comment.

I asked a Question (I think last week or 2) as to "Who Likes Cloudy Days?" I guess you missed it. I created a Group called "I Like Solid Cloudy Sky's" for myself. I didn't even find this Group since being on here for the last 3 Months, until just now that I just found this Group here being showed. I will be on EP talking about what I had expected here in Aberdeen, Washington. I moved to Aberdeen, Washington for the 80% year round Cloudy Days that it is suppose to have, but right now it's only Averaging out 50% so far for 2010 and wonder why so many Clear and Sunny Days are happening here right now. I'm not getting to see very many Cloudy Days so much right now, for which I would like to.