Diapers And Bondage...... Perfect For A Sissy.Diaper Bondage comes in many forms, and for me as a Feminized Sissy Baby Slave I must endure both these things.
When first put into Diapers, I tried to resist, I found it very humiliating to be made to wear a Diaper.
But my resistance came to nothing, as Mistress Jade was determined that I become permanently Feminized and Diapered.
Whenever I complained about the Diapers, Mistress Jade would lock me into either a Discipline Hood, or the more painful Punishment Mask and I would be taken outside the house and restrained in Bondage to think about my bad behavior
Both the Discipline Hood and the Gag are padlocked on. I can move around, but in truth there is nowhere to go.
I have no idea how long I am to be left there, but every hour or so, Mistress will come out to see if I need a drink of water.
I have to say that I do not enjoy wetting or pooing in my Diapers, but locked out of the house for hours, inevitably the Diaper will be used.
Often I am not Gagged, just have a Pacifier in my mouth. The warning from Mistress Jade is clear, spit out the pacifier and my time outside will be doubled. Needless to say I have learned that she means what she says, and I keep the pacifier in my mouth, even though it humiliates me.
This is the dreaded Punishment Mask, a heavy rubber face mask that usually has nipple clamps attached.
The nipple clamps force me to bow my head and always look down. Any attempt to raise my head causes severe pain to my nipples.
After an hour in the Punishment Mask, I am desperate for release, but I am usually left there for two hours or longer.
It would be so easy, and very tempting, to reach up and remove the nipple clamps. I tried that once but the punishment was so severe I have never done it again. Mistress has so many ways to torture her Sissy Baby Slave.
A close up view of the Punishment Mask and nipple clamps.
Sometimes I am chained up in one spot, just have to stay there and wait till Mistress decides to release me.
It is hard to describe how I feel like this. Diapered and chained up, locked into the Discipline mask with a bright pink pacifier in my mouth.
What I do know is that this greatly amuses Mistress Jade, and it is meant to remind me that I will be a Sissy Baby Slave for the rest of my life.
I know when I am chained like this, there will also be an added humiliation for me.
I am usually made to drink a lot of water, so eventually I will have to pee in the Diaper.
When Mistress decides to release me, she will tell me I must go around to the front of the house, which leaves me open to being seen by anyone passing by. These Diaper Bondage Punishments are done at the back of the house, so it is private, but going around the front of the house changes everything. But worse is to come when Mistress demands I go out to the street and check the mailbox.
The clamps are tearing at my nipples, I am in a wet Diaper, and it is not easy to breathe inside the Punishment Mask, so what choice do I have, I want release, so I have to go out into the street, in full view of all my neighbors and anyone passing by, and collect the mail.
Diaper Bondage can also be subtle, just using simple Bondage to ensure the Diaper cannot be removed.
On various occasions I have been taken to shopping malls dressed as a Sissy and been humiliated by Mistress Jade.
But mostly when I go to do shopping or out in public, I am wearing male clothes with a Diaper and plastic pants.
If I need to go to the toilet, I just get into a cubicle, take off my male pants or shorts, remove the plastic pants and Diaper and have a pee. I have to sit down to pee always, because I am locked into a Chastity device. After I have had a pee, it all goes back on and I go off to do more shopping.
But Mistress Jade wanted to change all that. She wanted Diapers that lock on to me and when I am out shopping or anywhere, I don't have the key and going to the toilet means either holding it in, or doing it into the Diaper.
After much searching on the Internet, she found these new re-usable Diapers.
I knew the first time I was locked into this Diaper that things were about to change in my life, a change not for the better.
These Diapers were big and bulky, and would be noticed under my male clothes.
There was so much padding on the inside, I had never seen anything like these and wondered what sadist must have created them.
If you pee or poo in these Diapers they stay on until someone unlocks them. Then they just go straight into the washing machine, a quick dry on the clothes line and ready to be used over and over. Of course Mistress bought a few of these so I would always have one ready for use.
Being chained into your Diaper is like having a collar locked around your neck, it means Mistress owns me, and she controls my body.
Mistress now decides when and how I pee or poo, whether I am allowed to use the toilet, or forced to use the Diaper as it was intended.
Just to make sure there is no leakage, you still need plastic pants, while we used normal plastic pants for a while, Mistress kept looking for some plastic pants that could also be locked on. She asked the company that made the Diapers to help her with this, and soon we had new lockable plastic pants that matched the Diapers. All in pretty Sissy pink.
Now when I leave the house, the Diaper is locked on and also the plastic pants and I know that there is never any way I can use a toilet.
Once Mistress Jade had several Diapers and plastic pants, she decided the time was right for me to be kept permanently in Diapers.