How I Got In To Diapers

It all started when I was a little baby and I had a lot of health problems including a heart murmur, a blood clot on the brain, and undeveloped bowels, Plus a lot more. When I was two I was sexually molested by the baby sitter, and I didn't learn to walk until the age of three. I don't know when I was potty trained.

When I was growing up when I was out of diapers, My grandparents kept telling me that they were going to buy me some diapers, a bottle, a pacifier, and a bib because I kept having accidents. They told me that if I was going to act like a baby, Then I would be treated like a baby.

When I turned eight years old I started having feelings towards diapers, it's like that my brain was telling me that I needed them, I didn't think nothing of it until about three months later when I walked down the adult diaper aisle and my want for them became too much for me to handle. I went to the drug store and stole some Depends and took the to the bathroom and put it on. at this time I was still having accidents and my mother got sick of it and took me to the doctors. The doctor to my mother that I needed to try the kegal exercise. When I did the exercise it made my problems a lot worse, so I stopped doing the exercise.

When I turned ten years old my mother took me back to the doctor because I was still having accidents and the doctor told her to put me back into diapers, but I really didn't think she wanted to because she never did and that made me think that it gave me the right to steal them, because my doctor told me that I needed them. When I turned twelve I was molested again, by this time I was molested by eight males, and one female. By this time I was wearing diapers for four years without nobody knowing, and I started stealing money to buy them and I started to wear them all the time, even when I went outside. For a while I felt uncomfortable wearing them outside.

When I was sixteen my brother was snooping in my room and found the Depends that I bought the day before at Fred Myers, Then he started searching the house and found some more depends and took them up stairs and dumped them in the front room in front of my step-father, my mother, and my friend that I had a crush on. When my mother asked me why I had them, I told her that they weren't mine, and she asked who's are they then. I told her that they were Ken's and she told me to stop lying. then I told her that I liked them and I was going to stop wearing them and my mother asked me why I wearing them, and I told her that I liked them and I like the feel of them.

When I turned eighteen I was locked up for breaking the law, and I was told that I need to not wear diapers, because it causes people to get into trouble with the law. I never did listen, because I knew deep down inside that I needed them. While I was locked up there was a person that wore diapers, and I used to steal them and wear them, because my need/want for them. When I got out of lockup in may 2002 on my 21st birthday I went to the store and bought some depends and put one on and it made me feel safe, because from the age of two until I was seventeen I was molested by nine males, and one female. So I used the diapers to make me feel safe, and comfortable again around males, because I've been hurt by them. I started doing research on the Internet and came across AB/DL (Adult Babies/Diaper Lovers) and I read about it and I noticed that I was one of them. About a year an a half ago I noticed that I started having a bed wetting problem, and then I started having daytime wetting accidents about six months after. I went to a Urologist to find out what was going on with me, and he told that I'm dealing with something called Incontinence. They still don't know what is going on with me, and they need to do more test.

I have been wearing diapers on and off since the age of eight and now at the age of 23 I wear them 24/7 so in case I have an accident I don't need to change my clothes.
babyleeindiapers babyleeindiapers
31-35, M
2 Responses Sep 20, 2012

Your true life story realy got to me and I do feel for you as you have had such a sad upbriniging.
You do need diapers / nappies and you must keep wearing them for your security and wellbeing.

You are a great man and will go far i am sure and you need nappies more than i do.
I too had a hemorage in the head at birth stunting growth and learning abilities. i have never been out of nappies in my 19 years but can take care of myself now and have my own little flat.

I wish you the very best in life and now please keep on the straight and narrow so you can stay here with us and we can all speak and say things to each other.

Have a great life, Dean.

Yes I wear them for need and security, I have a hard time to stay diapered though, I live off of SSI and can't afford them all of the time

Try not to get down buddy
i now it's hard if diapers make you feel safe
wear them. I do and forget the comments
of others taje care xx