I Think I Need Reassurance.
Went to Warped Tour yesterday. Took five hits from some strangers who claimed it was "good ****". It was my first time smoking/doing drugs and I coughed and spit but I was still passing that blunt around. Felt happy, clear visioned, focused, like a dream, on the verge of passing out. I loved it. Don't know what I smoked. I'm pretty much a kid, but people my age are doing drugs all the time. I do want a good future and all, but it was just so good. If offered again, there's a 99% chance I'll do another drug without thinking of consequences. I'd like drugs to be a part of my life. I don't want to be ****** up though. Don't know what I'm doing. Guessing this is my "welcome to life" moment. Damn.