I Can't Thank Him Enough

I've been through a lot of bad experiences, the past 7 years in particular have really done a number on me. I did'nt discover his music until after he had died. His music has kept me alive simply through identity and his ability to express thoughts in a manner far superior to anything I could have done. There were many times I was suicdal but his music kept me from it. It's too bad there was nobody like that for him. People with abilities like his only come once in a lifetime. I wish there was some way I could tell him "thank you". I'm in tears just writing this. I owe him a huge debt. I know he would'nt think so, but to me his music has been my salvation.


Oct 25,09

Ellliot is my "fix". I am having a dificult time right now. I stayed up until 5:30 am last night watching every scrap of Elliott video I have. I think I have every video anyone's ever shot of him. There are things hidden in some of the music videos, things hidden in his lyrics. Some things hardly anyone  would notice much less understand. He saved me last night yet again.

bitterdregs bitterdregs
46-50, F
Sep 29, 2009