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Memories Of You

Like most Emos I know, I was captivated and entanced by my friend Brian.
We lost touch over the years, and just last year, we found each other again.
This time, he wasn't his happy, go lucky self I knew.
He was in a deep depression after his sister died, and his family turned against him.

I felt so helpless knowing we lived miles apart.
I texted, called, messaged, mailed him, but nothing I said could make it alright.

He took his life on December 6th 09.

We've known each other since Kindergarden, and he's been more than a friend to me.

His dark, long bangs hid his sensitive aqua blue eyes, his grin always white and perfect, his features flawless.

I've never had a friend like him before, and I don't know if there's anybody out there who can even understand what this is like.

God bless your soul B-Rian. I miss you everyday :(

Peace out bro.
XxxFallenAngelxxX XxxFallenAngelxxX 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2010

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Thank you, and I'm very sorry to hear about Chan =( <br />
At least they're not suffering anymore..

I really know how you feel. My friend Chan just took his life. His mom died about a year ago and I don't think he could handle the pressure much longer. I loved him as a brother, I guess I'll never know what he thought about me.<br />
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I hope the best to you TakeThisPain. :(