Its My Best Tool...

when i am bothered with a certain thought, i lie in my bed worrying too much about it, i end with much less sleep, even if its just two hours, work can't wait in the morning, that's when i dab my eyes with lotsa black eyeliner... Normally i don't put any makeup at all...
Also when i cry my eyes tend to become very puffy..., swollen so to hide that too i put eyeliner.. I would'nt like people to notice that am disturbed
neways all they will do is be happy.. So i prefer hiding and try making myself and my life perfect..
So when i have eyeliner on, something's definitely wrong with me....