I Miss It
My Ex Fianace was the best and only dom I've ever had. I don't enjoy the whips and leather, I enjoy more of the mind control aspect of female domination and she was good at it. I still remember vividly our conversations of how my "little **** " wasn't really enough to satisfy her sexually and how she disliked that. How she would rather jack my "little ****" off than have sex with me because it wasn't worth her time to spread her legs for me. I miss when she would give me my handjobs how she wouldn't let me kiss her until I came and how she would tell me the whole time that I was so pathetic for having such a little **** and that I was worthless and I am lucky she wasn't ******* another guy at that exact moment in time. I remember on the rare ocassion when I would **** her that she would either make me wear a condom and pull out when I came still or that if she let me *** in her she would force my head down, make me lick it out and tell me I'm a *** eating ******. I remember her refusal to give me head because MY **** wasn't worth it while she LOVED giving other men head in previous relationships because their ***** deserved worshiping. I remember that over half the time instead of her pleasuring my **** she would finger bang my *** and tell me thats all that I deserved because I was an *** ***** **** and that if I made her happy and moaned for her no matter how bad it hurt that she might let me play with myself. I sure do miss her fun and games and wish so bad I could get her back.