I used to really feel some desire to understand WHY it seems like I'm congenitally in love with femdom. Like from the nursery
I've always wanted to be forcefully subjugated to a dominant - and if she has a broad cruelly sadistic streak and revels in humiliating and repeatedly proving her ability to get me to relinquish my power utterly to her whim, well! All the better!
Seriously, way before I ever knew there was such a thing as "femdom" or a "dominatrix" or that any other boy in the world shared my kink - from preschool - i had the nastiest kinky thoughts about being forced into women's toilet service and all kinds of crazy stuff. PRESCHOOL! Not exaggerating.
Don't know when I lost interest in "why" - some time ago it just became a totally uninteresting question some years ago. I no longer wonder - though I still don't know. I just DO!