I Fell In Love With Somone I Shouldn't Have

I met this guy online and he's amazing. The only problem is that he's 19 and I'm 14. We met in person over Spring Break. We met in public, just be to be safe. Then me went to a more secluded area where it was just me and him. My older cousin was hiding, just to make sure I was safe. But I love this guy so much and he loves me. He tells me that he wishes he was younger so that we could actually date. After our "date" I went home with my cousin and he's 21. On the drive back to my house he told that the guy u was with really does have true feelings for me. Sometimes when I'm sleeping I have dreams of him and me when we're older. Sometimes the dreams are of us married and we have a family and other times there just dreams of us hanging out as a couple, but when we're older. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, wishing that he was right next to me. He's never pressured me into doing anything that I don't want to do and he respects the fact that I want to wait until I'm married. He treats me so well and he always knows how to make me smile. But sometimes I feel so stupid for letting this happen. What should I do? I don't want to dump cause he's the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me, but I don't want to end up hurt either.
13-15, F
1 Response May 12, 2012

Sorry, I posted this story in the wrong section. I didn't know that would happen.