Freddy Did It!

Well, a lot of people tell me that my imaginary friends are totally useless and might be hazardous to my health. Well let me tell you something. A few months ago, I went through a period of depression. It was very bad and I even had suicidal thoughts. Long story short, I got better. Then when I went home for Christmas Break from college, my family problems soon led to me becoming depressed again. I was slowly once again becoming the "Anti-Jenny" everyone feared. But just now, Freddy lost it. He went off on me. First he accused me of being lazy and not wanting to do anything about my problems. But then he revealed the real reason he was angry. He saw that I was slowly regressing back into my former depressive state. He told me this. He says he is really escalating things because he doesn't want to lose me. He even began to cry and just held me for a moment and begged me not to let the devil win. He begged me to fight and make the depression go away like I did last time. And he is right. I need to fight. I have to. For my sake and maybe even everyone else's sake too.

People say that my imaginary friends and Freddy need to be gotten rid of. I say they are retarded and they completely don't understand. Look what Freddy just did for me. I would love for anyone to tell me that what he did was wrong, crazy, evil or hazardous to my health. Many people just don't get it.
18-21, F
Jan 16, 2013