Hang In There..

I'VE BEEN FEELING SO DEPRESSED LATELY.  SO SAD LIKE NEVER BEFORE..GOD HASN'T AND NEVER WILL LEAVE MY SIDE. HE IS MY GUARDIAN..IF SOMETHING BAD EVER HAPPENS TO ME, HE'S GONNA BE THERE TO HELP ME THROUGH THINGS.

HE ANSWERS MY PRAYERS EVERY SINGLE THING I ASK HIM WITH FAITH ...AND THERE IT IS..SOMETIMES HE TAKES LONGER THAN I WANT...BUT IN THE END HE GIVES IT TO ME..I ASKED HIM FOR SOMETHING ELSE TODAY AND HE MADE IT COME TRUE.  IT'S LIKE THE MORE I TALK TO HIM AND THE MORE FAITH I GOT ..THE MORE HE UNDERSTANDS ME AND LISTENS TO ME. 

   MY BOYFRIEND AND I HAVE BEEN HAVING SO MANY PROBLEMS..I WANT MY BF TO BE ON THE RIGHT PATH AND CONSTANTLY HE LEAVES ME TO GO WITH HIS FRIENDS AND DO DRUGS AND WEED, SO GOD GAVE ME THE STRENGTH TO NOT TALK OR ANSWER HIS CALLS OR TEXTS.  DOING THIS WILL HELP HIM FEEL LIKE HE LOST ME, AND "NOBODY KNOWS WHAT THEY HAVE TILL IT'S LOST".  I'VE BEEN DATING MY BF FOR 6 YEARS AND 5 MONTHS... I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH HE'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE... (sigh).  I talk to GOD everyday to lead him to the right path. Now he's looking for a new job, because he got fired a month ago. He didn't even want to look for a job or anything just kick it with his friends and what not. HE WAS DISAPPEARING ON ME FOR 4 DAYS EVERY WKND..NOW HE HASN'T STOPPED CALLING, TEXTING, OR CHIRPING ME...HE BASICALLY SAYS I'M THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE AND WILL EVER BE...(He's not a tatoo person, and he just told me he got my name tatooed on his arm) I DON'T LIKE TATTOOS...(don't even know how to spell it..lol), but HE MADE ME FEEL VERY SPECIAL AND LOVED..

               I'M  STILL HANGING IN THERE LIKE A CAT ON A ROPE..GOD IS WITH ME AND WILL NEVER LEAVE MY SIDE... I LOVE HIM TO DEATH.

HEAVENY HEAVENY
26-30, F
Mar 1, 2010