I love God but dont go to mainstream church. I have a little group that I go to a lot and I fellowship a lot with my friends. But "church" I have been called out of. It is too man made. Too man lead. Too much anger, hostility, hatred, judgment ... etc. Christians (I have been saved but call myself a follower of Jesus) are some of the most pathetic and judgmental people I have ever met. There are only, less than a handful, of "christians" I know that are not judgmental. I refuse to be part of those "christians". They are so worried about being seen as "christians" by going to church and hating the LGBT ways (etc) they do not focus on becoming more like Christ. They do not focus on the log in their own eyes. I refuse to be part of that culture.