i have always felt there was a god. but for the past 4 or 5 years my parents have becaome very into the whole church thing. they used to be into drugs before and im glad they stoped. i just wish they didnt always try to push god on me and everyone around them. they have made there mistakes. thats life you learn from it. some people go to god in the end and some find peace other ways. i just try to understand everyone, no mater there belifes. god teaches you to love all not those that deserve it. besides when we die who knows what its like until it happens.