The Power Of Your LoveI've been in a rollercoster of emotions in other periods of my life, however the emotions that I am going through presently are just absolutely overwhelming, I can hardly drag the pain and the weight. So much is affecting other aspects of my life. Sometimes I think that, I brought it into myself somehow and that is all my fault-*sigh!* However, I also think sometimes that all have cause and effect, though. I am not the only in this story, so couldn't be all my fault, isn't it?
Days like yesterday where I became so angry regarding my teen children issue and their father, remind me of the warrior side of me.
Then again, is it worthy? What is the point at the end? I still have another child at home to think of, that needs me greatly.
So today, I am neutral. Today I retreat again to my own world. However, unlike other times...this time I put all in the Lord's hand and allow His Will be done. As for me, I am just going to have to adjust to the changes of whatever His Will is, somehow.