Forgiving..

forgiving one another just as Christ Jesus has forgiven me. Holy cow!! I have to forgive the woman who calls herself my mother. She deserves nothing from me. She molested me, hated and hates me. She deserves ABSOLUTELY NOTHING FROM ME. I feel like forgiving her will give her something from me. I am willing to forgive because I want to be free on my insides. But I dont want to give her anything. God is here. I am listening to a sermon on forgiveness by Charles Stanley and that is helping. Forgiveness hurts me and it hurts me to let go of it too. But eventually I will be free .. i want to forgive because I dont want anything about that woman inside of me. Holding on to unforgiveness just keeps her inside of me. Any suggestions?? Peace to you all
mama12345678 mama12345678
51-55, F
Jan 5, 2013