The Rain Has Turned Into A Storm....

so i wrote a story on jan 2 titled "when it rains it pours". it is now one week later and i have had a couple of major things dumped in my lap in a 30 minute period.  first, my boss comes in my office and tells me i will be laid off and the end of jan.  oh, it gets better.....
i leave work and get in a wreck.  oh yeah.  :/  it's not a major wreck......but wait!!!  it gets much much better.  the cop informs me that my license is expired.  what?  why?  for failure to appear.  WHAT??  where?  why?
now i should tell you that i know this cop.  he's a good guy and is seriously straight and narrow.  and, for the silver lining (yes, there is one of those), the cop tells me that since we are on private property that he can't cite (or arrest) me for the license.  however, he cannot tell me what the appearance was for.  it wasn't showing which court.  sooo......
i have a car that could quit working at any minute.  a crappy phone that is frustrating to use.  bad credit.  no money.  no job in a few weeks.  a suspended license that i have NO idea why it's suspended or which court or police department suspended it. 
sigh.....


of course, i cried to God.  i cannot do this alone.  i cannot deal with all of this alone.  i asked for strength.  but i do not want strength.  i want His strength.  and as i cry and try to take in all of this that has happened in just over a week, i know that no matter what He has in store for me, that He will be in control.  and THAT!!! is amazing.  and peaceful amongst my raging storm....
litabug3 litabug3
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1 Response Jan 9, 2013

praying for you

thank you!! :) He will bring me through this. sometimes i just have to remind myself that He knows more than me. lol. He can see things that i cannot and should not see. and He absolutely knows what is best for me.
will keep you in my prayers as well. we can all use a prayer for something going on. God bless you. :)