My Love For God Won Over
I recently had to decide between God and my boyfriend.
I know some will say that I shouldn't have tried to make it work with a non-Christian, but I accepted that he didn't share my beliefs and he claimed to accept the fact that I am Christian.
However, in the past month when the topic would come up his true feelings would surface and he would talk about God and Christians with such animosity that the final time it really chilled me to see the hate he harbored in his heart toward God.
It was though someone were saying bad things about my father. God is such a core part of my life that it hurt to hear him being talked about with such disrespect and disbelief. Listening to my boyfriend talk and seeing the spirit on him just chilled me so I realized I couldn't be in a relationship with him anymore.
He didn't understand when I broke up with him, claiming he was just "discussing" and that he could just not bring up the subject anymore. I informed him however it was more than that- to know how he really felt in his heart was what was driving me away.