I Love Helping People But I Need Help Now.

im 18. yes im young but ive had my more than my fair share of hurt. i used to be so happy. everything was getting along so well. i had a perfect family, we had a good fortune, i was doing well in school, i had many friends.

then high school came. i changed a lot. i learned to say bad words cuz i thought it will gain me attention. my mom was never there to guide me. i had to learn everything on my own. and not all was right. i faltered a lot of times. i started to become conscious of my appearance. i realized im ugly and fat. it all started from there. i lost my confidence but at least i had friends and i was still doing good in school.

then college. i lost grandma who was like my real mom. i started failing in school. i chose the wrong field. i wanted psychology but i took up commerce. its so frustrating. people there are brilliant and talented. i feel useless. i started drifting away from everyone and everything.

i thought i didnt need people in my life. i was wrong. now im so alone. i dont think my old friends still want me. i need a best friend please. i need someone to talk to. thank you.
MargoRothSpiegelman MargoRothSpiegelman
22-25, F
1 Response Sep 16, 2012

If it is not late, you may knock my door and start talking, I listen.
I wished I have read this before.

I'm better now but this means a lot. Thanks! Guess I've come to know who I wanna be. I still get lonely but I no longer seek the company of people just for the sake of having friends. I've turned my loneliness into solitude. Well, most of the time. :)

Very good, if you like to talk, just write me an email. :)