Man Addicted To Pantyhose & High Heels
I can still remember the feeling. That day so long ago. I was 7 years old and had the overwhelming desire to try on my mothers pantyhose. I sneaked a pair out of her drawer and brought them to my room. I can still feel that silky nylon sliding over my legs. I loved the feeling and knew that I would be hooked. I continued to sneak around wearing my moms hosiery and even wore knee highs a couple of times to school under my socks. This continued for several years till approximately age 13. One snowy day home from school, with the house empty, I had the urge to try high heels for the first time. Little did I know, that pair of sexy Navy 4 inch heel strappy sandals would lead to a lifelong obsession with pantyhose and high heels. I was caught one time by my mother wearing her black pantyhose and she freaked out. I had to become a ninja when it came to sneaking pantyhose and high heels out of her closet. I had to make sure everything was put back exactly the way it was to keep her oblivious to the notion that this behavior had continued. Eventually, my feet grew too big to wears my mothers high heels and the addiction became a pantyhose only affair. This continued for the next several years. One night about 4 years ago, while surfing the Internet and dreaming of having my own high heels, I came across high heels in my size. I had no idea that anyone made high heels in sizes that big. I selected a sexy black patent leather pair of 6 inch platform ******** heels. I couldnt get my credit card number entered fast enough! About a week later, my new purchase arrived and I could barely wait to get home from work that night and try them on. I now have several pairs of high heels and have become a total shoe *****. I wear my pantyhose and high heels almost on a daily basis. I sit here now wearing black sheer pantyhose and that pair of black patent 6 inch heels that fanned the flames of my addiction. Still to this day, at age 36, I still can hardly contain the erection I get from the feeling of pantyhose and high heels. I always wondered what made me do this and why I enjoyed it so much. I have experienced just about every emotion over the years from disgust to embarrassment but I just cant kick the habit. I was always scared to death that someone would find out about my habit and expose me to my friends and family. I would never tell anyone and kept it a total secret. In the last year, I have finally just decided that i dont give a damn anymore. This is a part of my life and if people dont like it, they can get over it. I have told several of my close friends and have even found the courage to venture out into the world wearing my high heels a time or two. I still keep it on the downlow but have opened up alot about this side of me and have embraced it. I am a man, I look like a man, love man things, and have no real desire to be a woman or any of that. Im a big, tall guy and could never be really passable. I am happy to wear my heels around the house and in dark parts of town at night. I live in a small town in KY that is very religious. There is a church on every corner here. I still have to be cautious but am getting to the point that I dont care anymore. I hope that other guys that have this same obsession and might be feeling the same emotions that I am to know that you are not alone. There are plenty of us Pantyhose guys out there and you dont need to be ashamed. Embrace this side of you and have fun with it. Life is too damn short to let society dictate what you should do or what you should wear. Its clothing people! Lighten up! Girls can wear whatever the hell they want to and nobody says anything. Its time for men to have the same freedom!!!!