THIS Hurts

I ALWAYS WANTED THAT PRICE CHARMING TO COME IN AND TAKE ME AWAY.. HE CAME TOO.... HIS NAME WAS TONY AND HE WAS A TRUE PRINCE... HEAD OVER HEELS WIT ME AND JUST WAS FILLED OF PURE LOVE FOR ME.... AND BELEIVE IT OR NOT I DID HIM WRONG. I NEVER CHEATED BUT I PARTIED LIKE A ROCK STAR ON HIM... AND HE HATED THAT.... HE LEFT ME AND HAD STRONG REASONS TO DO SO.... NOW ITS BEEN THREE YEARS SINCE WE HAVE SEEN EACHOTHER AND I COULD STILL CRY ABOUT HIM LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY....BECAUSE WHAT I KNO NOW... NOW HE IS IN THE ARMY AND IS EXPECTING TWINS FROM SOME GIRL HE LEFT ME FOR.... IT HURTS.... BUT THE BIGGER HURT IS MY BOYFRIEND NOW..... HE MAKES ME FEEL UNWANTED EVERYDAY.... WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR A LITTLE OVER A YEAR AND HE HAS NEVER TOLD ME HE LOVED ME BECAUSE HE DONT.... HE WANTS ME TO BE A SKINNY BLONDE LITTLE MODEL.... AND I AM JUST NOT FOR THE SKINNY PART.... HE MAKES ME FEEL UNBEAUTIFUL.... AND HURTS ME EVERYDAY BECAUSE HE IS  A WOMANIZER... IT CUTS WITH PAIN SO DEEP IN MY HART TO KNO THAT I COULD HAVE HAD A GUY WHO LOVED ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE HIME AND NOW IM STUCK IN THIS OCEAN OF SHARKS... AND IM SCARED.... NOT TO MANY PEOPLE DEAL WITH THIS EITHER... THATS Y IM THE FIRST TO SHARE THIS EXPERIANCE.... IM ALONE ON MY OWN.... AND I DONT KNO

SNOWFLAKEDANCER SNOWFLAKEDANCER
18-21
Feb 12, 2009