He Is Hurting Me So Badly And He Doesn't Even Know It

I love my boyfriend (now my ex) I really do. I've put everything on the line for him. But nothing I do is ever good enough. Every time when things get hard he leaves and then comes back again. We had a miscarriage a few months ago and I'm still mourning the loss of our baby but he doesn't seem to care. Well I might be pregnant again. When I told him he said I have no choice but to get an abortion (I'm against abortion) he said if I'm not getting one he's going to kill himself. He is forcing me to do things I don't want to. Today I stood up for myself. He left me because of it. I miss the old him. He changed a lot lately and even though I love him I'm afraid of him. He has depression and it is getting worse. I want to help him but he won't let me. I don't know what to do anymore
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Oct 14, 2011