How Do You Let Someone Go..

I was in love with a guy for 8 months, i had our future planned out and everything, i thought things were going great.. Then he started to act distant towards me, and we'd fight alot. But even through the pain, i couldn't see my life without him.. Then one day we got into the dumbest argument ever.. And he ended things with me, as i was telling him i'd always pick him.. I was bawling my eyes, out and he just sat there and looked at me. If he was feeling regret, or pain. He wouldn't let me see it. I think about him everyday, and when im alone , still cry my eyes out. I loved him so much, he would be there for me everyday.. But now that support is gone, and idk how to cope.. When i go certain places me and him would often visit, i feel physical pain in my chest.. It hurts, and i dont think im capable of letting him go, i love him so much still. Even after he refused to give me another chance, and started talking to my brothers ex, who happens to be the biggest ***** ever (no joke) she's been through every guy at my school. And idk how to compete with that.. I love him so much it hurts.
creneebby creneebby
18-21, F
Jul 31, 2012