I Love Him

im a teenager with feelings,diffrent emotions.who ever reads my other stories knows that.my life is pretty ****** up.evrytime it seems to be happiness shining through its always a darker cloud coming.i thought i love brandon,sebastian,t-won,whatever if theirs more.the first time in my life that i ever felt so much inside.i asked god plenty for love and he puts it in the most difficult rapper ever. i met a guy daryl mayfeild over the ending of summer.didn't really paid much attention to him.it was my best friend and i sitting on ms mariam's car and all the guys would wanna hang with us we were cool.those fridays... you know.he was the craziest out of the pack( yeah i do know how to pick em right) ...lol. his name is daryl i deffinetly didn't want to be around something like that.plus he scared me. and very loud.i mean i knew he was kind of feeling me well hey guys do that all the time around me especially when they try to get in my pants.guys were all the same.at the time i was talking to this awsome weird cool in a way guy that was 18 and a star on his basket ball team his name is keeme.tall about 6 '' 4 remind you im 5''2'' well he was cute. it was something knew to try. daryl i could see it kills him when ever hed come around me.i guess the guys told him that im keeme's property.i would talk to daryl give him hugs and then keeme would come over and give me a hug.and daryl would just walk away and that makes me sad.

keeme is an ******* i've realized.he like to boss me around and daryl hes a bad *** but sweet to me people tells me that he treats me diffrent that most other girl he'd be around.and when people look at me whe im around daryl i'd seem to smile and no one  could make me feel other wise.im inlove with him.i care if hes alive or or not i get butterflies when im around him. i could never get him off my mind.i love him.