I just ruined the most perfect relationship ill ever have. By saying I'm going to want to experience my life. All I want is to be with him. I can't see my life without him. And I crush it. He can no longer see me as his. After school he said I'm going to dump him. And I can't take anything back. Im just here balling my eyes out hoping when he wakes up he forgets everything I said. I want to forget. I just want him here. I need him to hold me. I need him so much more than I think he's my everything. I don't want it to change idk wat I'm thinking. Im so confused right now. He said he will love me until I leave. I will always love him. I want to show him that I won't leave. How did this even happen?! I want to forget tonight I just want him to come back I need to see him I miss him so much.
TallyO TallyO
18-21, F
Sep 2, 2014