History Is My LifeMy Childhood was very difficult. My Dad who wanted a boy used to try to make me think "I'm a boy" and my Mum who wanted girl, that i was, wanted that dress like girl etc.
In those time, i used to hide in Books, in storys. I was 10 when i found a article in a Magazine about the history of Agypt. That was the first time i felt, there is another world, where i can walk into. After that i used to buy many books about history from every country, culture, people etc etc. It was for me like heaven.
It was diffrent world, so diffrent that i wanted to give up everything just to live there. I red books, magazines, watched documantion but that wasn't enough. I even wanted to invent a mashine which could trun back the time. I spend my whole life with it, I prefferd history then my friends, the realty .
The feeling if you see read about these thinks, you can't really explain. Its like if you fall in love with somone, for me was it history. I wanted to study this subjekt, but i coudn't . my parents just said, could you earn money, and i coudn't give them a proper answer. They just said. Your need money. Just money.
For this i hate really my life and i wished at that moment why why I like that, why i like History. It was like if the person u love broke up. But to tell the truth, somtime when i have bad days, i used make me coffe and start reading about place which existed long time ago, and at those moments , i feel like i was part of the history from long time ago