I Miss It.I been married for 5 years, and I love him more then ever. However, I stared to miss the wild sex I used to have with this other guy before I met my husband. I was 20 he was 33. I had the best wild sexy sex with him, but it was only sex nothing else. There was no love between us. I was having fun. I learned a lot with him. I never felt bad that we were just having sex for fun and not love . He was experienced. He knew what to do to me to make me go crazy. He had many ideas , and I was open to experiment them with him. We did it in the beach, in the car, at work, in the bath tub and shower, standing , sitting . Everytime was sexy hot . So much passion . I think that I exited him because I was younger , and he exited me because he was older . We did it everyday 2, 3 times a day. ( really this guys was unstoppable .)
When I met my husband I stoped seeing him, because I felt in love with my husband. I was happy that I found love. I love making love with him, because we make love and not sex. However, latley I been missing that crazy sex that I had with this other guy, and I know why. After 5 years I feel like I have to make a appointment to make love with my husband. When we do it always the same. There is no romance or sexiness . It feels cold . I want what I used to have. I want to feel lost in the romance and passion. Is not like I want to go back to the other guy. I want wild sexy sex with my husband. I have told him how I feel and I wanted things to change but he haven't . So now I stared to miss the other guy. Now I want to go back to the other guy and have that crazy sex. I don't know what to do. I mean is sex so important in a relationship? I now is not everthing , but I like sex and I want to experience things with my husband. I don't want it to be a routine like work, and everyday stuff. I feel confused and lost . Can anyone tell me what should I do?