JesusYesterday the Devil tormented me relentlessly. He whispered lies into my ears saying I am ugly or my fiance doesn't really love me, etc. He filled my head with bad memories. I got suicidal but didn't act on it. I cried out to Jesus all day to make it stop. I cried, sobbed, yelled, took something to calm me down and it didn't work, took a hot bath, pet the cats, still a nervous anxious wreck. Finally at 8:30 last night the torment stopped. Jesus gave me peace. I had cast Satan out many times that day in the name of Jesus, by the power of the Holy Spirit, and finally, the devil fled. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. Jesus revealed to me that Satan was trying to silence me because I had been telling everyone about Salvation and God, and I had been writing letters to persecuted Christians overseas. Satan lied and said "Look what God is doing to you, after you did so much for him?" I almost believed it. I yelled to God " Why? Why? What did I do wrong?" Then I repented and told God I knew this wasn't His fault. But the miracle happened last night. I was given the peace that surpasseth all understanding. I fell asleep and woke up at 11 this morning, well rested and hopeful. By the grace of God I had a peaceful day. The persecution was exhausting and I rested most of today. I pray for protection from Jesus and the angels. God is good! The name of Jesus is powerful! Thanks for reading. Have a great night!
TolstoiFan 41-45, F 6 Responses 3 Oct 9, 2011