Reconciled Love For A Repenting Heart

I cant imagine Jesus the lover of my soul dying for a wretchedly, vile and evil man like me! (John3:16)
How I have claimed to love Him, but my walk failed time and time again. (Luke 6:46 why do you call me Lord, and dont do what I say?)
He tells me its ok! Romans 7:`13-25 I love you unconditionally, Arturo (Matthew633)!
I understand you find it difficult to love me. John 15:4-5 (without me you can do nothing), But I will help you my Child! (Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.)
He tells me that satan through my flesh is resisting me from loving Him, but He will help me (Isaiah 41:10 Fear thou not (Arturo); for I am with thee: be not dismayed (Arturo; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee (Arturo); yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.
11 Behold, all they that were incensed against thee shall be ashamed and confounded: they shall be as nothing; and they that strive with thee shall perish.
12 Thou shalt seek them, and shalt not find them, even them that contended with thee: they that war against thee shall be as nothing, and as a thing of nought.
13 For I the LORD thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee.
Romans 8:38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.)
I have an aching in my heart for the shamefulness for my spiritual adulterous acts against my Husband (The Lord), To think that He still loves me, O that, the ground open up to recieve me!
I am sooooooooooooooo sorry, Please, My Husband, Have mercy on me!
I have realized in my absence, that I CANT live without you! My life is nothing but ashes and disasters (Psalm 73:27 For, lo, they that are far from thee shall perish: thou hast destroyed all them that go a whoring from thee.)
Divorce me not O' lover of my soul, Come back in my life! PLEASE!
O' Have mercy on me, I made the mistake of leaving my first love!
Help Me Rekindle our Love when we first began!
My Soul is in anguish for my transgressions, my sins and iniquity.
How long will you stand afar! how long will you give me your back?
Talk to me, for I listen intently, to the sound of your beautiful voice! Tell me you love me and you will never leave me! (Hebrews 13:5)
Tell me again you love me with an everlasting love! (Jeremiah 31:3)
Be silent no longer, O' Lover of my soul!
I serenade you from down below on my knees, (look at my anguish in my heart from your balconies in the Heavens.)
Reinstate me back in your Love, for Your Mercies are Forever!
Yes, I went away and I lived my life in desperation and i thought I would be okay with a couple of verses, I was wrong, soo wrong!
Hear my cry my Love and my Life!
I dedicate this song for thee

 



Thought it wouldn’t matter if we didn’t stay together
And if it was over, baby it was for the better
I was thinking I’d be alright til I thought it all through
Now I know that I ain’t really living if I have to live without you

I don’t wanna live without your love
I don’t wanna face the night alone
I could never make it through my life
If I had to make it on my own
I don’t wanna love nobody else
I don’t wanna find somebody new
I don’t wanna live without your love
I just wanna live my life with you, with you

Guess I have to go away, so much I have to go through
Guess I had to lose you to realise how much I love you
Can’t we make the fire burn again, burn a little stronger
Cos I feel alone and baby I can’t be alone any longer

I don’t wanna live without your love
I don’t wanna face the night alone
I could never make it through my life
If I have to make it on my own

I don’t wanna love nobody else
I don’t wanna find somebody new
I don’t wanna live without your love
I just wanna live my life with you

Oh if I have to make it on my own
My life will never be the same
My love would never be the same
I don’t wanna live without your love

I don’t wanna live without your love
I don’t wanna face the night alone
I could never make it through my life
If I have to make it on my own
And I don’t wanna love nobody else
I don’t wanna find somebody new
I don’t wanna live without your love
I just wanna live my life with you

I don’t wanna live without your love
I don’t wanna face the night alone
I could never make it through my life
If I have to make it on my own
I don’t wanna love nobody else
I don’t wanna find somebody new
I don’t wanna live without your love
I just wanna live my life with you

Love Your Beloved,
Matthew633 a.k.a.Arturo