I Love Kisses But Can Not Get Them From My Love.Anytime i kiss someone now i feel nothing..absolutely nothing. No warmth, no happy giddy feelings. Just nothing.
The reason for this is because the man i want to kiss and who was my boyfriend/fiancé died while crossing the road. I lost him a few months ago. It hurts miserably and I'm in deep depression. But i somehow survive. The thought of seeing him in the after life is what keeps me going.
I sometimes wonder if he can feel it when i dream of him like i can feel it. I wonder if he hears me as i cry and sing about my love and how much i miss his sweet soul intoxicating kisses. I wonder if he can feel as i hug and kiss his jacket and picture.
I loved his kisses more than anyone else's.
but i will never feel them again.
Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 Jan 27, 2013