I Have Ocd...

It's really bad. I can't function, sleep or fall in love. I only have room for the ocd, now it seems. It's painful for my family and loved ones. I don't know what to do to gain control over my mind as it is filled with anxiety and torment. Lonely torment. running on zero hours of sleep and 100 hours of worrying over the same thing. Someone help me with this! I don't want to live the rest of my life listening to the crude gestures of OCD.