Roller Coaster

There are days when I am so happy to be alive. The house is clean, the kids are being good, I feel good, no pain. The days when we all get together and enjoy being a family. When there is new life and new joy and so many things to be thankful for. I love life an these days.

Then there are days when I seem to be living in a personal hell. The house is a disaster and I don't have the energy to clean. The kids are beating to crap out of each other and fighting over every little thing. My head hurts and so does everything else. There is death and destruction and thats all that is on the news. And no matter what I try, I can't make everyone happy. I hate life on these days.

Its like a roller coaster ride of love and hate, joy and sorrow. I would just like to find a calm medium. But then what would the fun of that be.

silvertears silvertears
31-35, F
1 Response Aug 3, 2007

Oh, I would too love to find that happy medium! It would be Heaven to me!!!!