I Wish It Were Easier

But then would it really be worth having? Would it be as strong?

I want to give up.

One of my poems says "Happiness is a myth, Love is a lie."

I want to believe it, to just not care, but I can't.

I truely believe that my relationships don't work because i am more in love with the idea of being in love than i have ever been with the person i "loved."

 i hope someday to find someone i can be happy with. in the meantime i wish there was a way to fall out of love with love so ii didn't fall in love so fast and stood a chance of not getting my heart broken so much.

salemstar salemstar
26-30, F
Mar 19, 2007