Why For Me

Hello, I am a 39 year old, female. I was diagnosed with MS in 1998. I was diagnosed with 2 different cancers in 2008. Most people would be shocked to find out that I smoke. I opted for no treatment. This was not the first or even the second time I had heard the same words coming out of a doctor's mouth. The first time I was 15. I had ovarian cancer. The second time it was cervical and uteral. I was 24. When I smoke I feel better. I do not see a doctor anymore. Not since I found out about the bladder and kidney cancer. That was my last visit. I forgot to mention I was born with kidney disease. Do not feel bad. I have a wonderful family. Three great kids(all adults now, and a 2 year old grandson.) when I smoke it takes away some of the pain, gives me an appitite, and makes me so much easier to deal with. I wish it was not illegal in my state. Why should I be made into a criminal for doing what is best for me. After all I must be doing something right. I am still here. To me it is medicine. It is also soooo much safer than alcohol. Sorry so long. You can spanked me later, LOL. PEACE
Enchantress4ever Enchantress4ever
36-40, F
Dec 12, 2012