My Muse Is Back.

She found me again on Facebook. We IM'ed for a couple of hours, then she gave me her phone # and we talked on the phone for another 3 hours. I can die in peace a happy man now.

If ever there was a angel in my life, it's her. This is the person who would defend me to the people who chose not to get close enough to really know me. She is the only woman who never lied to me, never cheated me, never stabbed me in the back.

I saw her in dreams before I met her and I saw her in more dreams while we were hangin' out together. She made my life complete and turned me from my depressive and sometimes suicidal thoughts.

She told people that I rocked her world. If only she knew how much she rocked mine!

She agreed with my myriad tastes in music and poetry and other art forms.

She inspired me to write poetry and music and introduced me to some artists whose work I would have otherwise never enjoyed.

She is still the most beautiful, awe inspiring woman I have ever met (and that's many).

I thank God every day for her and then I thank Him again for reconnecting us.

For anyone out there who is depressed, don't ever give up; you never know around which corner you might find your angel. Mine was at the laundromat one day...

LeeWilkerson LeeWilkerson
56-60, M
2 Responses Feb 11, 2010

Give her time...

You are so very lucky! I found a friend last week on Facebook, a BEST friend from grade school.... we haven't seen each other in over 20 years, not talked, nothing. Completely lost touch.... sad, she has not emailed me back, accepted my friend request or anything. No acknowledgement whatsoever. It makes me so sad because I feel like she has brushed me right out of her life and doesn't want anything to do with me. <br />
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Of course, I will give it a few more days, but I'm pretty sure that she has her life all structured and there is no room for me in it any longer.