I Love My Boyfriend
when you've found someone that's all of a sudden completely changed your outlook on..well...everything? i know the feeling.
the guy that i am in a relationship right now is by far the most amazing human being i have ever known. before him, i wasn't so much interested in where my life was heading, or if it was even heading anywhere at all. i loved to party, do drugs, drink until i couldn't see - i was a complete and utter mess. if you looked up "mess" in the dictionary six months ago, im sure it would've shown you a picture of me. but this guy changed everything. he saved me from a horrible relationship, but at the same time, he hasn't pressured me to become something i'm not ready to be. yes, we still drink...but we drink together, and in moderation, and we have a lot of fun. though i am completely clean of any and all drugs (including weed). and to boot, he loves me despite my ever-so jaded past, and taken me into his church with him, and has shown me that there is something bigger then me, something making this all happen, something that has brought me to him to better myself. he's made me, without trying, think about where i want to be and see myself in the future. and i know now that i want to be a wife, and i want to have children (something i had never wanted before), i want the beautiful house on the street where everybody says "hello" and all our children play together. and to top all of this off, i know that i want to do all of this with him.
because he says forever, i've told him countless times that forever is a mighty long time, but he reminds me that it's time he wants to spend by my side.
the guy that i am in a relationship right now is by far the most amazing human being i have ever known. before him, i wasn't so much interested in where my life was heading, or if it was even heading anywhere at all. i loved to party, do drugs, drink until i couldn't see - i was a complete and utter mess. if you looked up "mess" in the dictionary six months ago, im sure it would've shown you a picture of me. but this guy changed everything. he saved me from a horrible relationship, but at the same time, he hasn't pressured me to become something i'm not ready to be. yes, we still drink...but we drink together, and in moderation, and we have a lot of fun. though i am completely clean of any and all drugs (including weed). and to boot, he loves me despite my ever-so jaded past, and taken me into his church with him, and has shown me that there is something bigger then me, something making this all happen, something that has brought me to him to better myself. he's made me, without trying, think about where i want to be and see myself in the future. and i know now that i want to be a wife, and i want to have children (something i had never wanted before), i want the beautiful house on the street where everybody says "hello" and all our children play together. and to top all of this off, i know that i want to do all of this with him.
because he says forever, i've told him countless times that forever is a mighty long time, but he reminds me that it's time he wants to spend by my side.
By:
MadisonD
Age:
18-21
,
Female
