I Plan to Love My Boyfriend Actually

I just out of a long relationship with my ex-boyfriend(about four years).  Basically it hurts I was in love for the first time and love isn't a word I throw around.  I was completely comfortable with him among so many other things.  It was a good relationship besides he cheated and lied to me notoriously.  Even though I have been in a long rlationship  I am  a commitment phob.  It is so hard to get close to anyone and start a relationship now.  So I plan to over come my phobia and to love my next boyfriend.
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18-21, F
1 Response May 8, 2007

I kno wwhat you are going through. I went through the same thing not too long ago. Hang in there. The right one will come along.