My boyfriend is so kind, caring and loving to me. He is a very positive influence In my life he makes me get off my bum and do the things I dont want to for the better. I have never loved anybody except for my kids as much as I love him. He takes care of me my front teeth where damaged badly to where I needed them crowned and he helped me pay for it. It cost a grip we put 4,000 into this fancy dentist office but I got my teeth fixed. It was important to him for me to keep my beautiful smile. He is there for me he is my rock . I admit lately I've been giving him hell on wheels and I feel bad about it but i have my reasons that i am not going to mention. I feel like I am pushing this wonderful man away I have to stop this. Its just that I keep dwelling On problems that we have. I need to find some kind of clarity here all this dwelling is causing me serious emotional pain It feels like my heart is being ripped out and stomped on. If anyone has advice please leave a response hope you all are having a great Valentines day!!!!!!