My Cousin And Her Feet (PLEASE HELP!!!)
Hi, I've always had a crush on my cousin since we were toddlers. I'm 13, fixing to be 14 in a couple of weeks and she's 15. We are not blood related because my uncle was adopted. She lives a long ways away so I only get to see her 2 or 3 times year. Another thing is that I have a foot fetish and I love her feet. I can't help it. I want to be able kiss her lips and her feet. I want her to let me kiss, lick, and suck her feet and toes. I kissed, licked, and sucked her feet and toes when we was asleep one time and looking back on it, I wish I would have never done it. I know it was wrong and sick but I just couldn't help myself. It was awesome when I did it they tasted great and everything but I hate myself for doing it. I want her to agree to it so I don't feel bad like I do now. Anyway, besides her feet I love her too. I want to be able to kiss her lips too. I'm just scared to tell her how I feel because I'm scared she will think I'm a freak and won't talk to me anymore because even though we only see each other 2 or 3 times a year we are like best friends. We have a ton of stuff in common. We love the same music, movies, and tv shows. If anyone has some advice on how I could tell her how I feel about her, how to ask her to let me kiss her on the lips, or how to ask her to let me kiss, lick, suck her feet and toes please tell me. I really need some help on this. DON'T tell me how disgusted you are of my foot fetish or how disgusted you are that I kissed, licked, and sucked her feet and toes while she was asleep. I can't help my foot fetish, I was born with it, and I know it was wrong when I did that to her feet while she was asleep. Thank you for reading my story and please give me advice. PLEASE HELP ME, IM REALLY CONFUSED!