Forbidden Love

Did you ever fell for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day, but try to hide in every possible way?
olw04 olw04
18-21, F
2 Responses May 16, 2012

I like my cousin. I think of her every night before sleep. When I wake up, the first image that I have in my mind is hers.
I contacted her for few times, and I realized that I love her from the first sight.
She is daughter of my father's sister. That means I can not let it develop any further because this is illegal and it can not be morally accepted.
I'm trying to forget that feeling. I do some sport activities. I go out with my friends. But as soon as I'm all alone, I start thinking about her again. I stop calling her, but that only makes me think of her more.
From my point of view, she is a good girl. She is intelligents, faithfull, good looking. She deserves a good husband and a happy family.
I want to marry her. I want a wife like her. When she is at home, I can totally focus on working, earning money, building my career. I want to bring a better life to her. I want her to live a life without any worries. I'm very selfish, I don't want any other guys to possess her.
What should I do?
I never feel like this before but this is something that I should avoid at all cost.
Maybe, I will keep it for myself and waiting for another right person?
I don't know. Let the time give it an answer.

aww no words man i knw hw it feels but bfore u do anything drastic close ur eyes nd for once think of ur parents take care ;) i went out with my cousin nd when they came to knw<br />
my dad lost all trust on me i don want u to go through the same thing ;) take care