I Love My Cousin

I Love Him So Much It Hurts..

By: J05209

Written on November 28th, 2012

My cousin and I have always been in love ..
We hated each other when we were kids, yet we couldn't be apart from each other. My mom always told me that we would ask for each other all the time, and when we were together one of us would end up crying. He confessed that he loved me when he was 16 and i was 14. I always knew there was something more, but i always ignored it. Then in 2008 we got together and had a relationship for 2 years, until one day he told me that we should take our separate ways. It's been 5 years and i'm still not over him..It's like i love him more and more each day..Our families are very close and although we are not together i know that he loves me by the way he looks and touches me. It's weird ..sometimes i feel like we are meant to be and that in our past lives we were lovers, that's why we are in love now..haha yes i know it sounds crazy, but i have no other explanation onto these deep feelings i feel for him....he's just so perfect for me, everything i need and want in someone, it's him<3

The thing is i don't know if he still loves me, and i feel like i'm going crazy without him :/ I love him with all my heart, but how would i know if he still loves me too?

By: J05209

Age: 18-21 , Female

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9 responses

CCCici

Simple just ask him. And I dont find it crazy or weird I had sex with my cousin (she's a lesbian) I was 16 and she was 22 she would look for me and almost told my ex I got with her!

Nov 28, 2012
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- J05209
  Yeah huh, I'll try :/ .... thank god i'm not the only one! wait how if she's lesbian?
  
  Nov 28, 2012
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- CCCici
  Just be positive about it hopefully everything goes good :) I'm a girl as well lol I like guys but idk something about drived me insane! But I dont talk to her anymore I have a boyfriend now (which she doesn't like that ur do) You think your cousin still feels the same?
  
  Nov 28, 2012
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- J05209
  Thank you so much :) Oh okay understood! Well maybe you like both? :o ...wait what do you mean in the parenthesis? ........something tells me he does, but idk if it's just because i want to think he does, get me ?:/
  
  Nov 28, 2012
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- CCCici
  That she doesnt like the fact I have a boyfriend I didn't tell her or anything I stopped talking to her she thought she had control of me but she found out because my boyfriend and her train in the same army base! Just try to be as positive as you can :) If you said he still looks at you in the same way and touches you in the same way I'm pretty sure he still loves you :)
  
  Nov 28, 2012
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- J05209
  Same army base? What a coincidence :o , well if your happy with your new boyfriend then good thing you stopped talking to her :) and yeah he does:/ lately he's been acting like a jerk -___- but thank u for the good feedback anyways :)!
  
  Nov 28, 2012
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- CCCici
  Aww really he has? Well you know what they say when someone acts childish that means they love you/ jealously. And your welcome :)
  
  Nov 29, 2012
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- J05209
  True :) well anyways hope everything goes great for u!
  
  Nov 29, 2012
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- CCCici
  Hope everything goes well with you as well :)
  
  Nov 29, 2012
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