What's Going On With Me?

I don't know what's wrong with me lately..

Like when i'm not around him (the man i love) i miss and just want to hug and kiss him. I daydream about us being together all the time and it makes me smile and happy in the inside...

But then when i am with him, i get very happy at first, i love him and all ..and then i want to leave from where he is, as if i want him to know how it felt when he would do the same to me..

Is it that i haven't forgave him for hurting me, or is my love fading away ?:(