My cousin and I have only seen each other 4 times in our lives. The first time when I was 12 and he was 9. I was visiting my uncle in France and was there for a month. We played everyday together. Even though I was older he acted like a big brother to me. Always look out for me while I was there. The second time was a few years later and I still felt close to him. But it was nothing more than that. Eight years ago was the first time I felt differently about him. I only was able to see him for a short time but I was very attracted to him. It wasn't until this last visit that I realized I was in love with my cousin.
The whole thing is crazy. I keep asking myself, "How can I be in love with my cousin" Last night we kissed for the first time. I can't believe how right it felt. We both feel the same way for each other. How can something so wrong feel so right.