The First Kiss

My cousin and I have only seen each other 4 times in our lives.  The first time when I was 12 and he was 9.  I was visiting my uncle in France and was there for a month.  We played everyday together.  Even though I was older he acted like a big brother to me.  Always look out for me while I was there.  The second time was a few years later and I still felt close to him.  But it was nothing more than that.  Eight years ago was the first time I felt differently about him.  I only was able to see him for a short time but I was very attracted to him.  It wasn't until this last visit that I realized I was in love with my cousin. 


The whole thing is crazy.  I keep asking myself, "How can I be in love with my cousin"  Last night we kissed for the first time.  I can't believe how right it felt.  We both feel the same way for each other.  How can something so wrong feel so right. 

Sep 8, 2008