I Had Incredible Sex With My Cousin Once
I've told literally nobody about this as it's such a strange thing to have happened, but it was some of the hottest nights of sex I've ever had.
He is my Dad's Sister's son, but by her first marriage, so he wasn't really part of my life growing up. He lived away from the rest of the kids and was a good deal older, probably 10-11 years older than me.
He was always sort of mysterious, dark hair, really fit, quite bohemian and interesting - he went on to make a lot of money in his own business. He had a very strong sexual charisma, very quiet but powerful presence. A memory I had of him was going to his wedding when I was about 11.
Years later we were at a family function - can't remember what it was, must have been someone's wedding or graduation. My extended family are a big, fun group and we always have a blast when we're together. Whatever the occasion was, I remember we all got slowly and festively sloshed over the course of a long day and evening.
Somehow things just started going down a slightly funny turn between the two of us as the night wore on and we just kept seeking out each other, sitting closer and closer, getting really turned on by the energy of being near each other. He was divorced by then - I was just out of College, probably 21, and he was about 31-32. He had a very young energy, he always had a really hot body and was just quite charismatic and sexy. I remember thinking it was a little dirty the way we were feeling but it was so hot, and I suppose at that age I was just a lot hornier and alcohol just got me more fired up. ;)
Eventually we all went back to various homes to crash. He and I stayed with my other cousin (his younger sister, which whom I'm really close) - me in the living room, he in the guest room. Needless to say that didn't last long, he was on the sofa in no time and we just let loose - running our hands all over each other, really hot kissing. We ended up having really passionate naughty sex, really going for it.
The next day I was MORTIFIED (and hungover, haha...). We all had to meet up again as a family for lunch - my parents were there, my brothers, his whole family, etc. The two of us were just trying desperately not to make eye contact or give anything away. We sort of snuck off here and there throughout the day for a quick kiss and a grope, but the reality of what we had done didn't sink in til I was on the flight back to LA.
It really bothered me afterwards, I couldn't help feeling really f*&ked up about it, like I'd done something sick. Now in retrospect I think it was actually very natural. I didn't know him very well, the attraction was undeniably powerful, and we were consenting adults - nobody got hurt! Plus the sex was super-hot.
He is since remarried and I see him occasionally at family gatherings. We just sort of look at each other and shake our heads and laugh - I think we both have really fond memories of that night and we've decided to let each other off the hook for doing something that's actually kind of messed up but felt sooooo good!
For the record, I have NEVER NEVER told this story to anyone! So happy to have found this site.