I really like my cousin. She is amazing. I want to tell her. I want to go out with her. I want to kiss her and love on her. Sometimes I see her looking at me, but I'm not sure wether I should tell her. I'm 15 and she is 16, so age isn't a problem or anything. I've become kinda of famous in my youth group for my good foot massages. And on mission trips, when I give her one all I can think about is doing more with her. I massaged more than her feet this time. I kept getting closer and closer towards her "area". I didn't go to close. I went to about halfway up her thigh and she didn't protest or anything. She let me. I rubbed her feet and legs for close to 2 and 1/2 hours. I couldn't help it. I was getting aroused. I wanted to know what was going through her head as I rubbed and rubbed. I also wanted for everyone else in the room to leave. I want to tell her and ask if she feels the same way. I'm just not sure if I should. Any ideas, maybe?