I Want To Hold Someone

U mean I would. I don't have 1 yet. Read my story again, genius. Plus, I do have a secret that I'm scared to mention in the story. U can message me.

Well either way of putting it the sarcasm wasn't neccesary.

Sorry about that, but I wasn't exactly trying to be sarcastic.
My secret is: I was born a boy, but I want to become a girl. Then I can adopt that baby niece/goddaughter I've always wanted. (By "Always" I mean since I was 15)

No reason to hide that.ive heard crazier things.

Would u believe I wanna become a baby and start over new, or the craziest news story I read was about a woman who killed her "Friend" cut the baby girl out, and passed the baby off as hers??
Ever since then, I have this really terrible nightmare. Comment if u want to know.

I've heard such stories and Id believed that. If you want to share it you can here everyone supports everyone well almost everyone you do get the occassional *** who has to insult others those bug me big time people like that should be locked out of the site for 48 hours and learn to respect others.

Well, there is a place where u can share/interpret dreams. I keep having this dream: I'm riding a motorcycle through a blizzard, a baby girl in a sidecar I attached to it. But the odd thing is: They're both me.

That is a relatively easy dream to explain. The reason you are in a blizzard is because you feel many challenges will accompany you in attempting to adopt to which honestly know one can say for sure. The reason the baby girl in the side Car is you is because you want a girl to have the freedom to be like you thus you are reflecting yourself to the side Car. Lastly the reason its a motorcycle is cause you are exposing yourself more to the elements of life than you think about.

Am I exposing more of myself than I think? Why is it I, the one riding the motorcycle, am a girl, and the Baby in the sidecar-a Girl mind u, is also me??

Because It's called a split life living vicariously through your daughter.

You being her and you.

"Split Life: Living vicariously through your daughter"? In the 1 news story I read in 2009 they said the mommy, Darlene Haynes, survived through her 4 daughters.
I've been meaning to look up the word Vicarious in the Dictionary, just haven't gotten around to it yet.
I think the part the motorcycle rider (Cough me cough, clears throat) is a girl is because I want to be one. The baby girl in the sidecar is m because I want to be a baby again.

Since u say the Motorcycle part is because I'm exposing myself more to life's elements, would u rather I be driving a car with the baby in a carrier in the passenger seat? Because I've seen it that way a few times too.

Well the reason you dream this way generally speaks deeper and more to your deep seated feelings it's less about the way things seem more about how you think in the back of your mind.

What am I thinking in my subconscious mind then?

From the sound of it the hardships you will face and your own desires. In dreams our subconcious and concious connect and make a dream.

Well, the baby girl in the sidecar is my niece, not my daughter.

Well either way you see it there are many others like you just gotta look for em.

By "many other like me" u mean, what?

And exactly what can I do about wanting to become an Adult Baby girl named Ailani Moon??

Now you are branching into an area of complete difference but am sure somewhere there are others who feel similar.