It Makes Me Sad Every Day
He's cheated before. He will cheat again. And yet I love him and am not ready to leave. It just feels like a matter of time. I don't know why I am waiting. I know he loves me. And I am madly in love with him still--after four years. He is so good to me in every other way. But for some reason, never allows me to feel secure with 'us'. The is never any talk about a future, and I don't know how to bring it up. He goes out without me sometimes--to flirt with women. Yet always wants to be with me in the end...so what do I do?